Hey guys,
I hope you are all well.
I'm going to be honest with you. I am starting to feel like there's no point in these posts. It saddens me because I have kept it up for a good few years now and I don't want to let go. I know I just need to try harder, and come up with better ideas but it is getting increasingly difficult. I guess we'll soon see.
I think I am desperate for a holiday. Anywhere. I'm sick of feeling stuck. It comes and goes, as you know if you actually follow my blog. I can normally snap out of it. Even my working hours have gone down which is nice for my social life but the money is shit. Can't even afford a holiday even if i wanted to.
What I would do to be away doing fuck all on the beach drinking anything alcoholic with my boyfriend. I'd love to stay in a villa in Greece where the walls are white brick or whatever with a pool outside. Kind of like Mamma Mia I suppose. Not have to think about work and what I'm earning, not having to have responsibilities just for a little while.
I keep seeing people my age buying nice new cars, and as happy as I am for them to be able to do that, it just makes me realise that I can't and probably wont be able to for a few years. To be fair I'm not in any desperate need for a new car, mine still gets me from A to B but it'd be nice.
I hope you all have a nice week. I'm going to leave this post here because I feel nothing else is really relevant. Hopefully I will have put more effort in next week.
Adios amigos!xo
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