Take Me Away.

Hey guys,


I hope you are all well.

I'm going to be honest with you. I am starting to feel like there's no point in these posts. It saddens me because I have kept it up for a good few years now and I don't want to let go. I know I just need to try harder, and come up with better ideas but it is getting increasingly difficult. I guess we'll soon see.

I think I am desperate for a holiday. Anywhere. I'm sick of feeling stuck. It comes and goes, as you know if you actually follow my blog. I can normally snap out of it. Even my working hours have gone down which is nice for my social life but the money is shit. Can't even afford a holiday even if i wanted to.

What I would do to be away doing fuck all on the beach drinking anything alcoholic with my boyfriend. I'd love to stay in a villa in Greece where the walls are white brick or whatever with a pool outside. Kind of like Mamma Mia I suppose. Not have to think about work and what I'm earning, not having to have responsibilities just for a little while.


I keep seeing people my age buying nice new cars, and as happy as I am for them to be able to do that, it just makes me realise that I can't and probably wont be able to for a few years. To be fair I'm not in any desperate need for a new car, mine still gets me from A to B but it'd be nice.


I hope you all have a nice week. I'm going to leave this post here because I feel nothing else is really relevant. Hopefully I will have put more effort in next week.

Adios amigos!xo

What I'm listening to.

Hey guys,

I hope you all had a lovely day. I don't know why I am still so awkward starting these posts. It just doesn't feel right to say anything else at the start. Still, hope it's been a good one.

Once again I was stuck for a topic this week, although to be fair, I have been quite good lately at having an idea ready. Anyways, I will be doing one of my trusty 'What I've been listening to' lists. Mainly because I'm tired and PMSing so I just want to sleep - I'm not even sorry.

Because of exercising more I have another new playlist, because why not eh? So I shall also include some of these.

4 Minutes - Justin Timberlake, Madonna
Mercy - Duffy
Candyman - Christina Aguilera
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani, Akon
A Horse With No Name - America
Holy Diver - Dio
All Of The Lights - Kanye West
Rains In L.A. - Scouting For Girls
When The Wild Wnd Blows - Iron Maiden
Angel - Judas Priest
Turbo Lover - Judas Priest
Shotgun - George Ezra
Again - Noah Cyrus, XXXTENTACION
Big Iron - Marty Robbins
Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
Howlin' For You - The Black Keys
This Is How We Do It - Montell Jordan
Back To You - Selena Gomez
Youngblood - 5 Seconds Of Summer
Purgatory - Iron Maiden
Lately - Noah Cyrus, Tanner Alexander
Pour Some Sugar On Me - Def Leppard
Candy Shop - 50 Cent, Olivia
Almost Is Never Enough - Ariana Grande, Nathan Sykes
Upside Down - Paloma Faith
Dance To This - Troye Sivan, Ariana Grande
no tears left to cry - Ariana Grande
2002 - Anne Marie

There's also a song on Dodie's channel where she covers Havanna with an acapella group called Flashback and it's just beautiful. Definitely worth a listen.

Adios amigos!xo

One Big Achievement.

Hey guys,


I hope you are all had a fantastic week and are doing well as usual.

For the past month I have been challenging myself to exercise more using an app I found and to also watch what I am eating on the daily.

I weighed myself after two work outs so basically when I started.

Two Wednesdays ago I weighed myself again, expecting to have actually gained weight, but to find out that I had lost 8lbs. Woo. I can't even explain how excited I was when I saw the numbers. Which isn't at all a health way to look at it all because of becoming obsessed and all that. But still the encouragement was very much needed.

Last Wednesday I weighed myself again because obviously it was only 6 more pounds to lose before I had lost a whole stone and bloody guess what?!  I had only gone and done it! Honestly I am so chuffed with myself. But I hope that I don't just stop now, because I have reached a 'milestone'.

So far I have kept up with it but I am beginning to eat more crap again. Mainly KFC if I'm being completely honest. But I don't snack anymore which used to be such a bad habit for me. So I am pretty proud of myself for that.

I know I shall never be the best of the best, I've accepted that, then again there is no such thing as it's all subjective. However, I want to be the best version of myself and I feel everyone should strive for that.


So here's to achieving the best that I can.

Adios amigos!xo

Monthly Goals #6

Hey guys,

I hope you are all well. I always say this but if I'm honest, it helps me get the ball rolling. I never know how to start these, despite writing blog posts for over three years.

ANYWAYS, I can't actually believe this is already number six for my monthly goals. Seems like yesterday I just came up with the idea and yet here we are doing the sixth one. Crazy!

If you didn't read number five you can catch up HERE.

My goal for the month was to read more and I think I did pretty well. I sat outside in the sun and read a few times meaning I am a god few chapters in now. However I will say, I haven't read as much as I had hoped. Mainly because I am quite a busy woman these days so I just haven't even thought to pick it up.

However, the few chapters I have read have been very good. I think almost relatable too. Basically it's about a woman who is lonely, doing the same routine every week. And where I am in the book, she has started to take an interest in a man, so she is changing up her weekly routine. I have also learned she has a few issues with family, and not so many friends.

You can tell I haven got that far with it but I do very much plan on finishing it soon.


As for this months goal, I may go back to baking. I tried to do this a few months back but I just didn't feel like it. The only problem is, I'm sort of watching what I am eating so I'm just going to be baking cakes and giving them away. But hey ho, I don't mind too much.

I plan on making a lemon drizzle, which is mine and my mum's favorite. And I'll make my friend Hannah some banana muffins because she always asks for some, bless her. I might even push myself and try a new recipe. I always do the same things and stick with the same recipes. If I am feeling brave, I shall branch out.


I'll be sure to do a post on one of them, if any turn out aesthetically pleasing.

Adios amigos!xo