Tuesday 30 June 2015

PROM!

Hey guys,

Yep, it's me again.. and yes I know I forgot to post last Sunday. I am aware. I apologise though, as I was doing so well uploading every Sunday, and to be quite honest I was really disappointed in myself. Anyway onto the post..

Prom. Yes that happened this week, Wednesday the 24th to be exact. I was looking forward to it since year 7, however a couple of weeks before I started to hate the idea. It was only two days before that I actually felt pretty in my dress, this finally helped me look forward to it. As soon as I got there (after the panick-y journey as I went alone) it was all so surreal. I loved it, it was amazing. If I could go back and do it again I would without a  thought!
I also danced, terribly, but still danced. That alone is outside my comfort zone and it's not really my thing unless of course, it's just me and my best friends messing around. But I don't think I made a fool of myself.. I don't regret it at all, in fact I wish I danced more!

It was very weird though, despite having all the fun it was the last time I will properly see a lot of my year together.. Sure I left a couple weeks ago but I just thought about prom and seeing everyone there, having a big party.

Here is a collage of some of my favourite pictures from prom:


I guess this is a really short post this week, so I'm sorry.
But I have to 'just watch one more episode' of Pretty Little Liars before I go to bed as its currently 2 in the morning. I just had to write this post. But goodnight!
Adios Amigos!xo


Monday 15 June 2015

Concentrating on YouTube?!

Hey guys, 

Yes, incase you couldn't read the title.. I am concentrating on YouTube at the moment. I have officially finished school so I couldn't care less about who finds my channel or even what they think of it. I have  really been enjoying making videos. And for anyone who knows me, you will know that I am not a confident person (however improving quickly) and talking about my channel makes me cringe A LOT! 

Anyway, as you all know have been uploading blog posts on Sundays for quite a while now (I haven't slept yet so even though it's Monday.. ITS STILL SUNDAY) and I'm proud of myself that I have kept this up. Now I have left school it's about time I put more effort in YouTube, as that is what I want to do in the future. I have only really started posting videos lately but so far I have been doing well☺️. I want to also try and post a video every week which may be more difficult but I'm trying my hardest. 

The reason this blog post is quite short - yet sweet - is because I have been editing and it has took me longer than what I anticipated. So I appologise, but I thought I would do a blog post about this and make it 'official'.. I'm so excited to be be putting a hell of a lot more effort into my channel and hopefully actually getting it somewhere. 

If you would like to subscribe here's a cheeky link:  https://m.youtube.com/channel/UC1ZgKTFNt6o4YCNmvLlhJRQ 


I know this may be irrelevant for most of you but for me, it really links with this post because it's actually quite frightening to be sharing this with you as I have kept it as low as possible but I guess if I actually want it.. I have to do so,etching about it.
Sorry this is a weird post, but I love you all.
Adios Amigos!xo

Sunday 7 June 2015

Finished School&Having the Best Friends!?

Hey guys,

Yes. That's right, I've left school. I'm going to be completely honest here.. I will miss it (but not much). I think the only reason I will miss it, is because I have gone to that school for five years, it's basically just a routine isn't it? But I'm ready for 'moving on up' (sang a little there, not going to lie..). After all those years at school, who wouldn't be? I sure am.
I am going to do a course of Creative Media at college which I am super excited for as it is a new thing to me and I'm starting to really like the idea of change. I know, weird.

Here is three of many photo's that I took on the day I officially left school.





Now, I know my last blog mentioned how despite everything I have been happy.. well that changed quickly because I all of a sudden just went downhill. Last night I broke down in tears for about two hours straight just staring out of my bedroom window with no lights on, hoping I could see him arrive at my house just one last time. I was extremely low. It's been a good while since I got the news but I feel as though that was the worst I've ever felt. Now I don't want to be depressing for long so lets move the story along...I was tweeting how I felt a lot while being in that state and I know that Lia has notifications on for when I tweet (as do I for her). You could say we like to look out for one another. Then out of the blue, Lia and Lizzie bring back 'The Chums of Chummington' which is our group chat and it's pretty funny. I don't know why or how they thought of doing that but they really cheered me up by doing so and I'm so thankful. Lia also posted me the cutest card today, which put me another smile on my face as I was also in tears at this point. Also my boyfriend didn't stop talking to me and encouraged me to watch Miranda and turn on my lights etc etc. He also helped, thankyou!
This is just basically me appreciating them as they helped me a hell of a lot, as you can tell. As I am writing this, I have a big grin on my face with happy songs blasting out of my phone, instead of being all sad like this time last night.

Just an update, my 'healthy eating' has sort of gone out of the window lately but I am working back into it slowly. I will do my post about this soon as I have some posts planned for the upcoming weeks.

This post doesn't really have a meaning, it's just me rambling a lot.. 'a little catch up' if you will.
I hope you all don't mind, I love you all!
Adios Amigo's!xo