Yes. That's right, I've left school. I'm going to be completely honest here.. I will miss it (but not much). I think the only reason I will miss it, is because I have gone to that school for five years, it's basically just a routine isn't it? But I'm ready for 'moving on up' (sang a little there, not going to lie..). After all those years at school, who wouldn't be? I sure am.
I am going to do a course of Creative Media at college which I am super excited for as it is a new thing to me and I'm starting to really like the idea of change. I know, weird.
Here is three of many photo's that I took on the day I officially left school.
Now, I know my last blog mentioned how despite everything I have been happy.. well that changed quickly because I all of a sudden just went downhill. Last night I broke down in tears for about two hours straight just staring out of my bedroom window with no lights on, hoping I could see him arrive at my house just one last time. I was extremely low. It's been a good while since I got the news but I feel as though that was the worst I've ever felt. Now I don't want to be depressing for long so lets move the story along...I was tweeting how I felt a lot while being in that state and I know that Lia has notifications on for when I tweet (as do I for her). You could say we like to look out for one another. Then out of the blue, Lia and Lizzie bring back 'The Chums of Chummington' which is our group chat and it's pretty funny. I don't know why or how they thought of doing that but they really cheered me up by doing so and I'm so thankful. Lia also posted me the cutest card today, which put me another smile on my face as I was also in tears at this point. Also my boyfriend didn't stop talking to me and encouraged me to watch Miranda and turn on my lights etc etc. He also helped, thankyou!
This is just basically me appreciating them as they helped me a hell of a lot, as you can tell. As I am writing this, I have a big grin on my face with happy songs blasting out of my phone, instead of being all sad like this time last night.
Just an update, my 'healthy eating' has sort of gone out of the window lately but I am working back into it slowly. I will do my post about this soon as I have some posts planned for the upcoming weeks.
This post doesn't really have a meaning, it's just me rambling a lot.. 'a little catch up' if you will.
I hope you all don't mind, I love you all!
Adios Amigo's!xo
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