Sunday 12 August 2018

A lil rant

Hey guys,

I’m actually thinking of having a break from this. Here’s why.

Firstly, I have forgottten why I started and why I enjoyed it. Now on a Sunday I have no ideas and no motivation to even get my laptop out. What’s the point in half arsing something? I want to be proud of what I post again, like back when I did my #BeautiesOnFire posts. Maybe I’ll plan some makeup posts because I did used to like those. I’ve also started doing art again (yay) so that’s another thing to dabble into.

Secondly, I’ve been to the doctors quite a bit lately. A few weeks ago I went to A&E because my gallstones were playing up pretty bad. It’s the worst pain I’ve ever experienced honestly. While I was there they took some blood for tests and such as they do, and turns out the results weren’t quite right again. They wrote to my GP explaining everything and recommended another blood test. Turns out I’m anaemic again, which is quite funny because it was also this time last year.

So back on iron tablets and I’m having more blood tests soon. I also have an appointment at the hospital ( I think) to discuss removing my gallbladder. So honestly I’m just a little befuddled - the only word I could think of. I haven’t been feeling like great about myself lately which has made my psoriasis flare up, despite me trying to fight back at it with a brand new bottle of cream.

Honestly I think I need to give my head a rest and recharge. That’s what it feels like anyway.

I probably will write next week because I always feel guilty for some reason. So, see you then.

Adios amigos!xo


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